Saturday, March 10, 2012

My Parents are Cool People

My parents have waited 42 loooong years to hear this.

I jest.......of course.....I have told them before how much I love and appreciate them.  I am just reminded of it again today as I drove with them to SeaTac to drop my Mom off for her visit to Anchorage to see my sister and family and then back with my Dad up the Chukanut and into Fairhaven where we had a delicious lunch at Magdalena's Cafe (Jolanta ask me about this!!) and then home via a quick TJ's stop.


My life is so complicated and full, juggling many roles all the time, that it is really quite refreshing to just be the kid for a bit.

Of course we are at a stage in parent-child relations now that my Mother wanted to fully assure me, despite the fact I asked if I could go with them,  that they did not NEED me to accompany them, they would be perfectly FINE without me (read: we're not old enough to need to be "watched" yet Darling) but that if I wanted to come along  I was, of course, most welcome!! 

One of the things that I love most about my Mom is her feistiness.......it's the Irish in her....she doesn't take anything gently.......except baby grandchildren. She fully embraces life and shakes all it has to offer out of every experience.  She sees everything as an adventure and mostly grabs the chance to do something new and exciting, to be on the road, on a trip, on a walk.  Don't get in her way.  Today she had my Dad and I rolling our eyes as she railed against the "Damn fool border guard" who was taking his sweet time with every vehicle.  She offered the American Government several suggestions about improving border crossings......luckily my Dad had the car windows rolled up and even though she refused to smile for the camera as we rolled through the gate she was already regaining her sense of humour.

When there were just 6 - Baby Ian has now joined the clan
 She is an amazing Gaga to her 9 grandchildren.  I am sure I am the favourite daughter (joking Jill - just joking) although in the providing grandchildren to the "Grandmother-of-the-Century" my sister trumped me BIG time! My Mom is on her way, so very excited, to visit her 7 Alaskan Grandkids.......they will be hugged on more than they can imagine and Mom will leave to come home with a sad but full heart a week from now.  She has been more than amazing with my kids (my paltry provision of just 2 grandkids is only occasionally held against me) and is an anchor in their world and an ever-loving, ever-fun, ever-creative Gaga they love to be with.

My Dad is a man of stories from such a rich, well-lived life.  We talked for 6 hours today without a break on dozens of different topics and we could have gone on for another 6 I bet.  His wisdom and perspective are sought by so many across the world and he is often my first point of reference when I need a calm head to help me think through something.  He has a calm self-sufficiency, a deep curiosity about people and the world, a deep loyalty and a great twinkle in his eye.  He has a silent chuckle that turns into a full laugh after a few seconds that warms my heart.

My David is so like his Papa and what a gift to share both his name and his nature.  This Papa is a great one to snuggle up next to and rest your head on his chest, to share a good story and a good joke with.  And sooner or later he will write some rhyming couplets about you or for you.....and you will laugh and then be moved to tears......a few of those writing genes came my way for which I am ever grateful although, as we discussed today.....I could have used some of his sleeping genes but it looks like Lindsay got those!

How cool is it that at 42 I get to spend the day with my parents, that we laugh, we chat non-stop, we argue, we debate, we contemplate together?  That all these years later, through the up and the downs we have all traveled, I get to still be their big kid some days?

Very very cool.  I love you Mom and Dad.


Friday, March 9, 2012

Vegged out


For Lent Lindsay and I , independently of one another, decided to eat a vegetarian diet.  I described my goals for Lent in this post and Lindsay and I had a good discussion about eating simply to recognise the value of food in our lives, how blessed with abundance we are.   

To try, by this choice, to identify with those who have less.

So by default Allan and David have been along for the ride.  I have been a bit stretched in making innovative or exciting vegetarian meals..... there is only so much stir fry one can eat!

Mondays are the hardest but we have found with some careful planning and different purchasing we can pull off a pretty good vegetarian meal.

Tuesdays is Soup Group so we are plowing through the Veggie Soup sections of our cookbooks at the moment.  I made my own veggie stock by roasting all the "past-their-best" veggies in the fridge (and isn't that in itself a shock about excess.....it is in our house).

Wednesdays since September last year have been sushi for Lindsay and I after her dance class in the City.  Well not sushi for Lindsay....but chicken teriyaki but that is not allowed so she has broadened her Japanese food repertoire and found some new favourites.

Thursdays is our super rush night as I have to leave the house at 6:15 to go my college teaching job so I race home and have to get something quick, simple and satisfying on the table ASAP.  I have been trying not to default to pasta too much for the sake of my waistline and have succeeded so far.

We call a truce to the veggie regime for Fri/Sat/Sun as we are often out and about or on the go.  In the book I am following Chris Seay suggest Sundays should be Family Feast Days and we have embraced that idea.

So 3 weeks in we have done well.  But we have also used up all our vegetarian stand-by meals. 

All vegetarian meal ideas gratefully received!

This weeks menu:
Monday - Halibut (that David caught in Alaska last summer) with Salad full of veggies and mandarin oranges and mash potato
Tuesday - Broccoli Cheddar Soup
Wednesday - Sushi / tempura
Thursday - Israeli couscous with baked salmon and stir fried carrots, celery and peppers.

For the next two weeks we will be on the road for Spring Break in the USA and it will be a huge challenge to be eating out with only vegetarian options. 

On the other hand a great way to keep ourselves mindful of Lent.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Wordless Wednesday - Iditarod Memories

This time last year I was in Alaska and got to witness the start and re-start of the Iditarod Dog Sled Race.
It was one of the highlights of my life. 
A once in a lifetime experience.
Here are the two posts I wrote back then and some of my favourite photos.
Anchorage Iditarod Ceremonial Start
Willow














Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Change the World

Do you have 30 minutes?

30 minutes to listen and watch?

30 minutes that could change YOUR life and certainly could SAVE the lives of hundreds of others?

30 minutes to stand in solidarity with your fellow global citizens to change the world?

I found 30 minutes and I know I will never be the same.......

You cannot undo awareness. 

What will you do with your awareness?


KONY 2012 from INVISIBLE CHILDREN on Vimeo.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Pilgrimage

As noted in the previous post 3 of my senior staff and I went to conference in Seattle on Saturday.  We actually went down Friday morning and visited a child care centre on the way. 

We are really seeking to move our curriculum in our early childhood centres to one that is more child focused and respectful of the inherent ability we believe every child brings to the centre.  We want to provide beautiful, inspiring and creative spaces in which this work can happen and we want to involve families and document the work done by the children with caring and enthusiastic adults. 

Hilltop Children's Centre  in Seattle has been and continues to be a leader in this type of curriculum.  Inspired by the schools and approach of Reggio Emilia in Italy they understand that the learning environment is the "third teacher" and that we need to protect and nourish children's childhoods.

This notion of protecting childhood and allowing children to fully explore their worlds with all their senses and giving children time to see, time to explore, time to think and wonder and have theories about how things work seems so basic and yet in this time of extreme pressure to get children "ready for school" at earlier and earlier ages we are literally losing childhood.  The educators at Hilltop (and in many other early childhood centres including the ones I oversee) seek to facilitate children's thinking, to work alongside children as they wonder about how things work and why......they provoke the children to test their hypotheses and to deepen their thinking. They offer the children tools and many art mediums to express their thinking and they document this work to share with other teachers, with the parents and to show the children that their work is honourable and of great value.

We spent yesterday in the beautiful yet not perfect space at Hilltop - full of constraints that the building gives and yet fully embracing it's full potential.  They had the children come in and we watched the teachers work with the children.  They offered many ways to connect with all the different aspects of this work and gave us time to drink it all in.  It was truly a banquet of gifts throughout the day.....gifts that changed our lives.

It was provocative and overwhelming and yet inspiring and energising and also affirming.  Every part of the day gave us something of lasting value.

We tried not to focus on what we needed to do when we got home, and not to be overwhelmed that this centre has been on this journey for 20 years and we are only 4 years into our journey.  We tried to just take it all in.

And when we got  in the car to drive home we processed and talked and hoped and dreamed.  Farida made a speech that I will never forget that had both Jen and I in tears.....she has a fire in her belly that will not be put out and as she said "Today I will not accept obstacles, give me a rock in my path and I will kick it away......today we need to start this change, not tomorrow and if it is my legacy I will see that change happen in my centre because we will be true to our values about children...we will do this important work together" .

I am still processing all that happened - all we saw and heard, the deeper bonds between us and what to do next...... oh man.... I wish I knew what the first next step should be so that we do move forward, not just the 4 of us but all our staff, our families, the Board of Directors. 

THIS work is my heart work, my passion......we will offer children rich and creative childhoods and we will hold back the "readiness" tidal wave and protect their time and their space to become active and engaged learners.... for that is what the world needs.

I have been to the MountainHilltop and I am deeply deeply grateful for the gifts I was given and I will hold that trust and go on from here a new and renewed person and educator.




Friday, March 2, 2012

Girls trip - Sorta

I set out in the Mazda 5 with 3 other women this morning...... sounds like a girls weekend trip......and it is.......kinda sorta

These ladies are my colleagues (and also my friends which is a blessing) and we are away for work and team building.

We joked in the slow Border line-up that we are the united nations of child care!  Farida was born in Tanzania and came to Canada in 1972.  Jolanta was born in Poland and came to Canada in 1987. I was born in South Africa and came to Canada in 1993 and Jennifer was born in Vancouver to Chinese Parents. We also cover a couple of decades age wise.

We visited a school in Burlington Washington which was interesting and inspiring and we chatted a lot about our staff and our centres as we drove the I5.

We also managed to do a little power shopping along the way and ended up at Pike Place Market in Seattle where we wondered in that ever quirky place on a typically damp and grey Pacific NorthWest Afternoon.




We are cozied up in the hotel now making plans for dinner and waiting on some colleagues from home to arrive later and share a glass of wine.

Tomorrow we spend the day with leaders in our field at one of the leading centres and we are ready to learn and be inspired.

So it's a girls trip - with some amazing women who make a difference in our community and who make my job easier to do because of their passion for their work.

I feel blessed to be here with them tonight.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Teaching in BC - A post from Cheryl Angst

I am too close to this issue, and too sad/mad/disheartened to write anything less than a rant.......but I found Cheryl's blog and I think she does an excellent job of articulating the issues (I did take out one section as it is a long read)......... read if you care too.......Lest there be any confusion I FULLY support the teachers stand to protect Public Education in BC.

Teaching in BC February 29, 2012

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I try to keep my personal politics separate from my writing career, but I am a teacher, I am a Canadian, I have a right to have my voice heard, and I cannot stand by in silence. Right now, my government is pushing legislation through to silence my voice as an advocate for public education. In a last-ditch effort to make my voice heard, I wrote a letter to my member of the legislative assembly in the hope it will be read aloud during the debate of Bill 22, and will be entered into public record.

Dear Mr. Farnworth,
I am a constituent and one of the more than 40,000 teachers whose voices will be silenced by the passing of Bill 22. While disappointed—devastated would be more accurate—I am not surprised.
In 2001, I lost my constitutional right to engage in political protest as a means of achieving a fair contract. In 2002, I lost the right to have a say in how many students would be placed in my classroom. In 2002, I also lost the right to argue for support for students with special needs. In 2005, I was told the actual number of students in my class was irrelevant so long as the district average for class size at my grade level was 30 or fewer.
I stood and fought to protect the needs of children in my care every time.
And every time, I lost.
The Supreme Court has ruled that those cuts were illegal. My fight to protect the learning conditions of the students I teach has been validated by the highest (and most impartial) body in the province. Yet, what is happening as a result of that ruling?
Nothing prior to July 1, 2013.
Why?
Because the current government needs to say they eliminated the budget deficit. It doesn’t matter how many students suffer in the meantime. It doesn’t matter how many classrooms are too crowded and have too few resources. It doesn’t matter how many students with special needs receive little or no extra help. What really matters is getting re-elected, and the government has determined that rectifying the injustice perpetrated in 2002 will cost too much money.
Flash back thirteen years:
When I started teaching, intermediate classes could not exceed thirty students and the limit for placing students with special needs in a classroom was firmly set at three. In addition, for every Ministry-funded student in the class, the cap was lowered by one, so if I had three special needs students in my class, my maximum class size was 27. At the time, it was acknowledged that these measures weren’t really sufficient to meet the needs of all students in a classroom, but would have to do given budgetary constraints and the impossibility of funding lower student-to-teacher ratios.
I accepted this. I felt my efforts to individualize instruction for all the students in my class was recognized and that my employers understood the challenges I faced in working with such a diverse group of learners within a very limited setting.
I felt valued. I felt as though my employer and I were working as a team to deliver the best possible learning experience for the students in our district.
I took lower wages during local bargaining in exchange for better learning conditions for my students. I took lower wages in exchange for better benefits for myself and my family – benefits I may never need, but am willing to take home a smaller pay cheque for, just in case I ever do. I earned less, and given that I didn’t access all the benefits I was entitled to, my employer saved money.
Flash forward to 2012:
Now, my employer has very little motivation to bargain, even over the few things still allowed to be decided at the local level, because the government has shown a willingness—nay, an enthusiasm—for legislating contracts as a means of solving problems.
I teach in a 44-year-old classroom that does not meet the minimum size requirements for a safe teaching space. My school is not earthquake safe. The ceiling tiles are falling down. The roof leaks. My blinds don’t open or close. I only have enough science textbooks for one third of my class. My school has thousands of carpenter ants nesting in the ceiling and they emerge every spring by the hundreds, writhing and falling onto the students packed into the rooms below. My school has HVAC issues. Every winter teachers have to close their classrooms and take up temporary shelter in the cafeteria and library because the furnace cannot warm certain areas of the building above 60 degrees Fahrenheit. Some days there aren’t enough classrooms with heat, and students have to wear coats, hats, and gloves to class.
I don’t teach in the remote north. I teach in Port Coquitlam.
When I walked into my classroom last year, I faced thirty students across their chipped and battered desks. Six were already formally identified as having special needs. Another eight should have been (and are now in the process of being identified), and five more simply could not handle the complexity or pace of the government-mandated curriculum for their grade. All in all, I had nineteen—NINETEEN!—students on various individualized education and behaviour plans.
Who in their right mind would argue that my class was a suitable learning environment?
Well, because the district average was at or below 30, with fewer than three funded kids per division, the government said it was fine.
Fine?
I didn’t teach last year, I performed triage.
Last year more than half my class either held or qualified for a Ministry designation.
According to the government, this was fine because my district average fell within their guidelines.
I will never forgive the person who looked at my class composition and approved it.
And what’s worse, I will never forgive myself for being a part of the injustice perpetrated on those students. I couldn’t help every child every day. Assuming all things are equal, there are enough minutes in the day for me to spend 5 minutes talking to each student – and that’s assuming I don’t actually deliver any lessons, or you know, teach.
All things are not equal though. So if one student takes six, seven, or ten minutes out of my day, that means I don’t get to even speak to one other. I had nineteen students who could not cope without significant support. I’m an experienced teacher, but even I haven’t mastered the ability to clone myself eighteen times over in order to provide the one-on-one assistance those students needed.
Guess what? They struggled. They acted out. They disrupted the learning environment of others. The class was set up so they would fail. I was set up to fail.
Never before have classroom conditions been so atrocious.
But, I was assured it was fine because “on average” the district met the government’s guidelines.
It breaks my heart to think of the other students – the eleven who could cope. Can you imagine spending an entire year with someone and have them speak to you maybe once a week? To watch as the student who strolls in late and cannot find his homework gets the teacher’s attention and you, who are there every day and always try your best, are basically invisible because you don’t have an urgent need?
Removing class size and composition from the collective agreement was criminal.
It needs to be redressed.
The government needs to repair the damage that has been done, not cripple the system even more by stripping contracts and imposing a legislated settlement that doesn’t come close to restoring what was taken away.
I am an advocate for my students. Let me do my job. Let me tell you what my working conditions are like. Let me tell you what I need to help our children become the best and the brightest in the country. Let me help you put their needs first.
I have been told by those who are not teachers that I ask for too much. That I should be happy with the “generous” wage increases the government has given me over the years. That I am over paid and under worked. That I should be thankful I get what I get because I’d never have it so good if I had a “real” job.
I have been called lazy.
Slack.
Selfish.
Incompetent.
Not by my students or their parents, but by the government, the media, and the general public. I have listened to this message over and over again for the past thirteen years. I have tried to remain positive, to tell myself I am making a difference, that what I do matters.
Does it?
I am no longer sure.
Actually, that’s not true. I know what I do matters. What I no longer believe is that anyone else cares.
Public education is not about an altruistic belief in learning for learning’s sake. It no longer exists because it is an essential component of maintaining and improving a democratic society. It is not about preparing our youth for the future.
It is about free childcare.
Firefighters are an essential service. Police officers. Paramedics. These are highly trained professionals who have to be available 24/7 because accidents, crimes, and illness don’t work nine to five.
Education is valuable.
Is every minute essential?
The government says it is. They argue that students will be harmed if they miss even a single day due to teachers walking off the job – that’s what essential service legislation boils down to.
Yet, even a former premier used to pull his children from classes for family vacations! How can it be illegal for me to protest my horrific working conditions in defence of my students, but it is absolutely fine for parents to take their kids out for days, weeks, sometimes even months at a time? If it is illegal for me to deprive students of their right to an education, then it should be illegal for parents to do so too.
To argue otherwise is to admit the essential service designation is a hypocritical piece of politicking designed for the purpose of weakening teacher’s ability to bargain for a fair contract – or that it’s a PR gesture to buy parental support because it’s painfully hard to find affordable child care in this province.
Speaking of child care, why doesn’t the government tell parents schools are actually open during a withdrawal of services? If parents cannot find suitable care for their children during a walkout, they can still drop their children off at school. The administrators have to report for work, and they’re not bound by any class size or composition rules – they could supervise the entire school population in the gymnasium if need be.
THE. SCHOOLS. ARE. OPEN.
YOUR CHILDREN CAN STILL BE SAFE.
If more parents were aware of this fact, no family would have to experience stress and financial hardship as a result of any job action, and teachers would still have a tool in their arsenal for bringing their employer to the table.
The current Minister of Education is arguing that the job action I have engaged in over the past six months is harming our students. I would argue it’s benefiting them. Instead of dealing with paperwork for the office, instead of being bombarded with administrivia, my entire day is focused on teaching my students.
The Minister has argued that the lack of report cards is harming students. He has argued that students have failed courses and will not graduate because teachers haven’t issued report cards. He has publicly stated parents have contacted him, telling him they had no idea what was going on in their child’s class because report cards weren’t issued.
I have several issues with this line of reasoning.
One, why aren’t parents contacting teachers during the semester and, are instead, contacting the Minister of Education after the fact? Really? That’s like driving your car for over a year without taking it in for maintenance then phoning the president of the car company when the mechanic tells you your brakes need changing.
Teachers only refused to write report cards, we didn’t stop communicating with parents. Did these parents ask to see their child’s graded assignments and tests during the semester? Did they not think it odd if the child either wouldn’t show them, or said they hadn’t had any tests?
Parents want to trust their children, but if a child says they’re doing well and then brings home a failing grade, how is that the teacher’s fault? The assignments were marked – that’s communication. Tests were graded – that’s communication. If a student hides the failing evidence from his/her parent, the teacher shouldn’t be to blame. Short of driving to every student’s home and hand-delivering the assignments, there’s only so much we can do if parents don’t reach out too.
If, as a parent, you feel you aren’t being adequately informed about your child’s progress, you have a right to contact the teacher and request a meeting to get the information you need. You can have a meeting in person, over the phone, or even via email. This applies at any point in the school year, regardless of whether or not teachers are engaging in job action.
Two, once the report card goes home, it’s too late. The student has already failed the course by this point. A report card is a summative document that summarizes what occurred during a semester or term. It is issued at the end of the course/term. Anyone who thinks a report card would have prevented a student from failing has their timelines mixed up.
Students are not failing because report cards aren’t going home. Students are failing because they haven’t done their homework. (Or it’s because the system is failing them, but I already covered that earlier.)
I think the lack of formal reporting has been incredibly beneficial. Parents who would never contact me in the past—or only swoop in after a report card was issued and demand to know why certain grades were assigned—are taking a more active interest in their children’s progress. The parents of students in my class are asking their children what they’re learning. They’re asking to see the planner (homework organizer), and they’re asking to see completed assignments and tests.
The parents of students in my class are becoming active partners in their child’s learning. This government purports to put families first. The sorts of discussions happening in the homes around the province as parents actively seek to understand what is going on in their child’s life is just the sort of thing the government should be encouraging, not legislating an end to.
Oh, and because I am not spending hours counting money, or making lists of locker numbers and combinations, or collecting vaccination forms, or handing out photo orders, or alphabetizing student information verification sheets, or counting the chairs in my room for inventory, I actually have time at the end of the day to do the most important thing of all: talk with parents about their children.
I am a teacher.
I have always put my students first.
I matter.
My students matter.
Please, I implore you, do not let the government demean me and the services I provide even further by passing Bill 22. There is another way. There always is.
Thank you for your time and attention to this matter.
Yours in Education,
Cheryl Angst.

Disrupted

It's been a CoVID while since I was in this space.  I'm here today to muse about disruption.  I am feeling disrupted.  I don...